But my life has not been...easy.
Yes I'm aware this applies to damn near everybody, my particular kind of problems are ones...that have made it difficult to do too much.
And also because part of me is still tied with that whole idea of 'talk is cheap' in spite of what contradictions and BS that can go with in spite of it's good intentions, is one other reason why I haven't spoken much.
Because while there may be some truth to how words can only stand with action, my particular situation means I can't even half-way determine if I'll be able to finally get to work that's far, far overdue. My lack of confidence as of late has done no help either...or rather how it's become more intense.
I say this because if I were to stick to 'talk is cheap' ...which I am, it can result in a lot of silence and next to no real indication as to what's going on with me. Not just because I have some far overdue trades, gifts, and a few commissions (and just to avoid any issues...I've not taken payment, I am one to rather do a commission first and then request payment, not vice versa, I don't feel remotely arrogant, confident and certain to even put that into action, let alone think about it, not to mention too many situations where people have taken money and not done good on their promises)
But also simply because to a degree, communication is important and I can't say I've been very successful in that venture if I may be honest. I don't know if I can change that for the better or not...I'll see if I can at least try (again) but...we'll see won’t we?
Again...have not forgotten about what commissions and other stuff I have due...I want to say it'll be done soon but I can't say until I'm even halfway sure about my art schedule (or there lack of).
As for Fur affinity and IMVU...that's something I'm taking a slow look at...lets see how that turns out.