Still not all there though

I know it’s been a while since my last entry, my motivation to do much has not been the highest, try as I may regardless. It’s like walking thru a minefield sometimes, you do what you can to avoid every mine you can either see or detect with the mine detector, but even with such in mind, it gives no grantee you won’t step on one regardless.
Part of me wants to describe in detail just what’s been going on in my life, but every time I’ve been trying to write something about it in detail be posted here or anywhere else, for a bunch of reasons, a number of which already were said in the past, I’ve opted not to.

I suppose one of the more prominent is how every time I do try to get my mood better, every time I even glance at the news be it…any ‘news’ channel or any media reporting anything, I’m hit with the kind of news that makes me wonder sometimes ‘why bother?’. I’m not saying I want to be a blissfully ignorant person of the world but I feel like somehow good news is not and bad news is the only thing that exists, God forbid there’s anything that’s actually good not in a sarcastic or geiko commercial like fashion or something of that nature.

I’m trying, but again, it’s like I’m in a minefield, I avoid them long enough I may start to feel better about things, until I hit a mine… again (and again, etc)
Other than that, posting to show I’m not dead yet, until later, hopefully on a better note.

Things to do: (for now)
#6 Sprint car for - Drawn, basic colors complete, details in progress
Honda civic for - Yet to begin sketch