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  • Mood: Bitter
  • Listening to: Death From above 1979 - The Physical world
  • Reading: Figure it out (a drawing book)
  • Watching: Regular car reviews
  • Playing: Midnight club: LA
  • Eating: was dinner
  • Drinking: water
For about two or more weeks...

Actually for a long time, I've been trying to write a journal in regards to some issues a number of you are aware of that I've got to put it lighlty.

I don't know if I'll ever really express them properly online, at least not on a place like this or anywhere else.

That isn't to say I'll suddenly stop posting stuff but it's also been just clear more and more that I do have to properly gauge when to open my mouth and when to just shut it.

That being said, it seems like I'm at a state where I'm simply beyond explaining myself, and given just yesterday I was wondering why I didn't simply resort to violence on many an occasion, speaks mountains about how a lot of things have come to a head.

To a point that I've simply decided be it on a stream or anywhere else that until I'm in a better state of mind, I'm just not going to fucking bother unless I just reamin silent and watch.

While I'm seeking professional help, said help is at least a month away due to scheduling issues.

There are those who are willing to hear me out if nothing else, others even advise...I wish I could accept that advice without a problem but explaining why is a rant I doubt I'll bother posting as of now and for the forseeable future.

That being said...I'll see where I'll be going from here.

I'd say more but fuck it, I'll leave something out or miss-say something else, it seems like every decision I make including breathing is a mistake.

Till later people.
Broken Pencils by rossriders
Broken Pencils
I'd explain this but...no.

You all figure that out.
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Porsche 935 side and front view by rossriders
Porsche 935 side and front view
The Porsche 935, or to be more specific less I'm wrong, the 935K1, among the earlier of the race bread variants of the Porsche 930, and perhaps a hard definition of starting out with a road car, and taking it to race car conclusions.

There are many a variation and the 935 left quite an legacy in more ways than one, perhaps the 935s I'm most familiar with (in spite of me being born in the late 80s) ran by Brumos Porsche...specifically Peter Gregg...

How he had quite a racing career that came to a rather abrupt end due to eye-sight problems brought on due to an accident...and later...suicide...

But I guess what has stuck with me is how a machine like this exists to begin with, and it's various forms of evolution. Rambling aside...I may as well keep trying to draw it among other vehicles. Even if they appear a bit crappy.
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Porsche 962 Side profile. by rossriders
Porsche 962 Side profile.
Again, another line of things I've yet to upload to DA.

A side profile view of the 962, a successor to the 956, although it wasn't fully put into use until after the tragic death of Stefan bellof and Manfred Winkelhock (although the latter was in a 962...and it was against a concrete wall...).

None the less...both this and the 956 were rather successful to put it lightly although it's partially due to how well built these cars were, setup and raced, but also because 'dominance through sheer numbers', a trait Porsche employs to an extent today.

A trait other makers also employ in a variety of racing series with mixed results.
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Mclaren Honda MP-4-4 Honda by rossriders
Mclaren Honda MP-4-4 Honda
A side view profile of the McLaren MP4-4 Honda, which in particular in the hands of a certain Ayrton Senna Da Silva won his first of 3 world championships.

It was a warm up to another F1 car in the man's career, I don't know if I'll ever get to any digital work on it given my current issues, but we'll see.

On with uploading.
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rossriders
not dead (yet)
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: US of A
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Techno, Rap/hip-hop, Jazz, etc
Favourite photographer: See 'Favorite artists'...
Favourite style of art: I have far too many to name...
Operating System: Mac OSX and Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Winamp and I- tunes
Shell of choice: Whatever gets the job done...
Wallpaper of choice: Whatever I feel like putting on...
Skin of choice: The one I have on my body already
Favourite cartoon character: Kou Uraki (Gundam 0083), Fujiwara Takumi, (Initial D), Bruce Wane (batman)
Personal Quote: If you can't say anything right. Don't say anything...wait I've just said something..
Interests
  • Mood: Bitter
  • Listening to: Death From above 1979 - The Physical world
  • Reading: Figure it out (a drawing book)
  • Watching: Regular car reviews
  • Playing: Midnight club: LA
  • Eating: was dinner
  • Drinking: water
For about two or more weeks...

Actually for a long time, I've been trying to write a journal in regards to some issues a number of you are aware of that I've got to put it lighlty.

I don't know if I'll ever really express them properly online, at least not on a place like this or anywhere else.

That isn't to say I'll suddenly stop posting stuff but it's also been just clear more and more that I do have to properly gauge when to open my mouth and when to just shut it.

That being said, it seems like I'm at a state where I'm simply beyond explaining myself, and given just yesterday I was wondering why I didn't simply resort to violence on many an occasion, speaks mountains about how a lot of things have come to a head.

To a point that I've simply decided be it on a stream or anywhere else that until I'm in a better state of mind, I'm just not going to fucking bother unless I just reamin silent and watch.

While I'm seeking professional help, said help is at least a month away due to scheduling issues.

There are those who are willing to hear me out if nothing else, others even advise...I wish I could accept that advice without a problem but explaining why is a rant I doubt I'll bother posting as of now and for the forseeable future.

That being said...I'll see where I'll be going from here.

I'd say more but fuck it, I'll leave something out or miss-say something else, it seems like every decision I make including breathing is a mistake.

Till later people.

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Rozepetalz Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch! It's greatly appreciated. :3
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Sagaxus Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014
Thanks for adding me to your DevWatch :)
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tsunamidusher Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I thank you for the birthday wish! Lateness Shmatenesh
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BlindCoyote Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so very much for the watch, I'm honored you think my work is worth it. I hope to do business with you someday.
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spectravideo Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the faves! :D
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Kalmek182 Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks!
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MorriLeFay Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013
Thank you for the watch!
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ELNiko070688 Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2013
Thx 4 the watch :)
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ELNiko070688 Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2013
Thx 4 the fav:)
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