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Gran Turismo 6 - For Paris...among other things by rossriders
Gran Turismo 6 - For Paris...among other things
Maybe one day I'll have something to actually say more about these but then again, I'm in a rather bad mood to put it midly.

It could be that I would need to get my thoughts sort out (which will never happen) because to simply open my mouth now would be a long-winded ramble/rant that no doubt will be missinterpreted, missunderstood, and twisted into some kind of bullshit to fit somebody's agenda...

Not to mention I don't fucking know anymore what to really say that hasn't been...

I'm still enraged...not helped by recent shit including an attack on Planned parenthood for fucks sake...and ...I'll say no more less I reveal more of my baser instinct would be reactions that some would call BS because it's assumed I'd never put them into action.

Be glad me among others can keep it that way...less we do something that while we may think is an appropriate reaction, may end up resulting in more problems than 'solutions'. ...

At least far as baser instincts and ingrained morality goes, in spite of where I am on that I still don't consider myself a good person no matter what I've done or will do to the contrary...

Maybe I do like hurting people...
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Riley Mk26 Ecoboost Ford colored/shaded/tinted by rossriders
Riley Mk26 Ecoboost Ford colored/shaded/tinted
For anyone who remembers this rossriders.deviantart.com/art/… from earlier, this is me trying to do some coloring/shading/tinting with it, as some attempt to try and get back into a swing of things.

I had a rant about how I'm a bit sick and tired of people wanting these 'death traps' to go away (never mind there's never been a single fatality and while some will railroad me to the 2014 Daytona 24 hours and also compare that to Le-mans 2011 as their proof, it ignores just how different those crashes were and I've still yet to see an LMP accident that had conditions very close to what happened then, never mind it might as well had been that very outdated construction that actually saved Memo Gidley's life to begin with but lets not let that get in the way of things)...about how they seem to ruin things (not going to lie there's an issue with BOP but never mind we're in a transitory period and all that but...

Maybe I'll rant another time when I have my head together (which given my luck will be NEver)...

So' I'll just leave this here for now.
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  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: Jon of the Shred -Obey, Consume... Escape
  • Reading: Stuff online
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: Hotline Miami 2 Hard mode
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water
I wanted to make something more elaborate and in depth but I'll just get right down to what has been going on for a while.

Long story short -... my personal life has been...hellish, exhausting and a drain. Every time I try to write these things I'm either too rage prone or just exhausted, even if notes are made in advance about a topic...I seldom follow through.

So failing all that...I'm still here, though I'm getting a bit tired of saying something along the lines of 'I'm not back yet but I'll be there'. I just wonder if I'm actually being tired of it myself or because of past life expeirences and how others have reacted when I say such things no matter my sincerity or honesty.

I had a plan to post stuff once I got back into an artist groove but because that is simply not going to be a thing until there's drastic changes (such as me not being so ...broken), so I'm going to post up what I can when I can...and go from there.

Anything else...I'll get to when I can.
Soldat Meltfire 2015 by rossriders
Soldat Meltfire 2015
TD;DR version

Something I wanted to past early this year but that never happend, we'll see how I'll do from here on out.

Long version:
This will look familiar to those who have been following my artowork, it's me seeing if I've improved any worth a damn compared to my earlier attempt almost 2 years ago, rossriders.deviantart.com/art/…

Though when comparing the two, on some end it dosen't seem like much if anything. But on another...it's clear I'm trying to make things...tighter, more accurate, and trying to be more percise.

Since trying to also not suck anymore with digital artwork, I felt in order to make that job easier, to make sure what I draw is as good as I can make it at that time.

This was suppose to be posted at the start of this year as some new attempt at being more consistent with my artwork on a more common basis.

But a lot of things have happened that have resulted in that not happening. ...I'd specify but given how few people want to hear of others troubles, I'll just be broad enough to say I've had to call the suicide hotline a few times.

Any specifics will be elsewhere...

And to be frank I had promised myself that until I could at the very damn least draw something worthwhile every week, once I could establish some king of art groove and rythim, all the while seeing how to improve to then post...that simply has not come to pass. I don't know if it will given how things have been going.

But I've decided if I'm going to try and get anywhere, even if I keep fucking up, I may as well see if I can start (again) with this.

We'll see wount we?

I want to promise more and while I do have it...I've got a lot of cyncism to deal with among other things.
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Gran Turismo 6 - For Justin Wilson by rossriders
Gran Turismo 6 - For Justin Wilson
For the time being...this the best I can do far as making a tribute of sorts for Justin Wilson, who died of injuries he sustained at the 2nd to last round of this years Indcar season.

...in honesty I didn't want to put something like this up...and it seems just too, scary how again, I'm picking a Honda as he was in a Honda powered dallara when he crashed.

I've stayed out of the discussions over things in the aftermath, and for the time being I'm going to stick to that, because to be blunt...I don't know what else to really say.

Well I have things to say...but they aren't nice words.

I included a TVR because...well he was British, I wondered what to pick (since now you can put a number on any current car in Gt6 less I'm mistaken and I know there are exceptions) but I defaulted to the TVR.

...I might have something more substantical since being the cynical overly critical idiot I am, this could be seen as fucking lazy.

Maybe not...

-sighs-
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rossriders
not dead (yet)
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: US of A
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Techno, Rap/hip-hop, Jazz, etc
Favourite photographer: See 'Favorite artists'...
Favourite style of art: I have far too many to name...
Operating System: Mac OSX and Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Winamp and I- tunes
Shell of choice: Whatever gets the job done...
Wallpaper of choice: Whatever I feel like putting on...
Skin of choice: The one I have on my body already
Favourite cartoon character: Kou Uraki (Gundam 0083), Fujiwara Takumi, (Initial D), Bruce Wane (batman)
Personal Quote: If you can't say anything right. Don't say anything...wait I've just said something..
Interests
  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: Jon of the Shred -Obey, Consume... Escape
  • Reading: Stuff online
  • Watching: youtube
  • Playing: Hotline Miami 2 Hard mode
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water
I wanted to make something more elaborate and in depth but I'll just get right down to what has been going on for a while.

Long story short -... my personal life has been...hellish, exhausting and a drain. Every time I try to write these things I'm either too rage prone or just exhausted, even if notes are made in advance about a topic...I seldom follow through.

So failing all that...I'm still here, though I'm getting a bit tired of saying something along the lines of 'I'm not back yet but I'll be there'. I just wonder if I'm actually being tired of it myself or because of past life expeirences and how others have reacted when I say such things no matter my sincerity or honesty.

I had a plan to post stuff once I got back into an artist groove but because that is simply not going to be a thing until there's drastic changes (such as me not being so ...broken), so I'm going to post up what I can when I can...and go from there.

Anything else...I'll get to when I can.

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Clu-art Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for faving 'Green Lantern Optimus Prime'! :D
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e5111 Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2015
I appreciate your watching me.
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THELEGOMack Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! :)

And, interestingly enough, your birthday is one day before mine. :P
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temp01 Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the Watch!!
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Eamanelf Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ty for the watch! =D
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cqmorrell Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for watching.
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tsunamidusher Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday, dude!
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rossriders Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks man, much appreciated :)
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Randommode Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Happy Birthday 
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rossriders Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much :)
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